I’m starting to feel…a bit like before, hopeless and that crap…how odd,makes me feel younger again too..ahha cos it reminds me of my youth maybe? I had to change that or conceal it the past 2 years and a half, guess I’m going back to be my old self, just with a sporty twist to it… I wonder if that will be good or bad… I’m a bit tired of the social side I tried to come up with, I like my friends,like Gaby, I just don’t wanna be around in public/hang out with more than 4 people at a time, I feel like just being on my own and working out and…. well I wanna like me again, I’ve never loved myself,but at least I sorta liked me now and then.

I’m not gonna run from it, I’m gonna see how it goes and … and yeah, not going to June 30 gay pride parade if I still look as bad as right now.  :3

What? I shouldn’t complain and accept me how I am? Then there is no room for improvement.



  1. You know we love you, whether you’re all butterflies and rainbows or mega bitch, or anywhere in between. Just be you, time alone is good for all sometimes 🙂

    • Thank you! It isn’t so hard to understand,is it? Gee I have to put up with people telling me it’s such a terrible idea or that it won’t do any good, like if I haven’t done it before… plus it has worked for me,and I’m pretty old to know what’s good for me,so :p thanks duckie

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