O_o

I’m starting to feel…a bit like before, hopeless and that crap…how odd,makes me feel younger again too..ahha cos it reminds me of my youth maybe? I had to change that or conceal it the past 2 years and a half, guess I’m going back to be my old self, just with a sporty twist to it… I wonder if that will be good or bad… I’m a bit tired of the social side I tried to come up with, I like my friends,like Gaby, I just don’t wanna be around in public/hang out with more than 4 people at a time, I feel like just being on my own and working out and…. well I wanna like me again, I’ve never loved myself,but at least I sorta liked me now and then.

I’m not gonna run from it, I’m gonna see how it goes and … and yeah, not going to June 30 gay pride parade if I still look as bad as right now.  :3

What? I shouldn’t complain and accept me how I am? Then there is no room for improvement.

 

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2 Comments

  1. You know we love you, whether you’re all butterflies and rainbows or mega bitch, or anywhere in between. Just be you, time alone is good for all sometimes 🙂

    • Thank you! It isn’t so hard to understand,is it? Gee I have to put up with people telling me it’s such a terrible idea or that it won’t do any good, like if I haven’t done it before… plus it has worked for me,and I’m pretty old to know what’s good for me,so :p thanks duckie


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